18/18/2014
I will hold no grudges against others in my life. That will be my goal. Me trying to ask for explanations where I feel I am wronged will never help me accomplish what I want. What I want is an apology but it will be hard since the next person will already want to attack me with their own accusation against me. I am lucky enough to no longer feel any pain. If things keep going at the pace as they are now. I will soon enough be a robot. Maybe I have already become one but just have to acknowledge it. Somewhere and somewhere I am supposed to fulfil my duties without even slightest hesitation. Some might think that I am always complaining What others dont understand is that complaining is the only way to have my thoughts out there.
